Dear Danny

Dear Danny,


Hey, how's life going? I'm just wondering where you've been for the past... 2 weeks and four days. Cause that's how long it's been since I've seen you. Honestly, if you don't like me any more, I just want you to tell it to me straight. As I see it, there are only three real options you have for not seeing me.
1. You don't like me anymore and were just playing around with me.
2. You like me but you're really lazy and don't want to make the effort to see me.
3. You don't know what you want and you're waiting to figure it out/tell Josh/tell your family.


Umm I'm confusing myself at this point.


Danny, I want to be straightforward with you. I really really like you. You're the most handsome guy I know (not that that's important, but, ya know. it's nice.). You have awesome taste in music. You're really nice to me. You're honest. You're super romantic (when we're together). You're an amazing kisser. Hugging you feels like the most wonderful thing in the world. I just feel totally safe and warm in your arms, and there's no place I'd rather be right now. I could hug you for countless hours and not get bored or want to break away. Just being with you makes me the happiest girl in the world. You make me smile. Your eyes are the most dazzling eyes in the world. Your smile is the cutest smile. I love your laugh. I like everything about you.


I just wish you wanted to see me as much as I want to see you.


I keep remembering the night you kissed me... how I was all nervous, avoiding your gaze after you said that what you wanted to do right then was kiss me... and that's what I wanted too, but I was afraid... and then we stood up and it was kind of awkward but you just held me close to you, and my arms were around your neck and your hands around my waist, holding me in your warm embrace, and then you leaned in and I leaned up (cause you're REALLY tall) and I found your lips and closed my eyes and it was the most amazing night of my life.


I wish that could happen again.


I wish you wanted it to happen again.


But there's no way this is gonna work out if you don't put any effort into this.


And hey, a girl can't live on dreams forever.


Even if she does have an extremely vivid imagination and a very legitimate sensographic memory. ;)


So. Farewell. I hope we meet again sometime (before school starts plz?)