I didn't really talk to Derek much today. I did smile for him, though. He said it didn't look that bad. Which was kind of sad to hear. But whatever.
The C.D. thing didn't work out so I didn't get to give him music before the spring break. I hope he doesn't forget about me. But he probably will... because now he has unlimited time to spend with his girlfriend. Sigh.
I wrote a love letter to him in Spanish (the language not the class). It's beautiful. I'll never give it to him, of course, but it does show quite accurately my obsession with him and with the Spanish language. (my two life loves)
So, I think I need to make some plans for this amazing SPRING BREAK so I don't end up wasting it as usual. Let's make an intinerary!! And when I say let's, I'm referring to myself as a plural because sometimes I exhibit signs of multiple personality disorder. Also autism and OCD.
Jessie's Subpar Awesome SPRING BREAK '11 INTINERARY!
- Clean my room - it's really gotten to be quite a mess. Also I will have to go back to sleeping in there once my sister returns.
- Clean my car - it's also gotten to be quite a mess. Half of my wardrobe and books are in there. I should also wash it if there's an especially warm day sometime. That'd be fun.
- Study - especially for the ACT and the AP US History Exam.
- Look at colleges and find out where I want to go - I'm getting old and it's time to face the ugly truth: I have to do something with my life.
- Exercise - I need to start running seriously if I ever want to be in cross country. Derek runs cross country. That is why I am doing it. I'm also in the musical (Brigadoon) because he is in it. He plays Mr. Lundie. I am in the chorus, sadly. Also do ab workouts and stuff.
- Suntan - my skin is literally glowing white with a blue tint. I want to be golden. :)
- Maybe get a haircut - just a few inches' trim, perhaps some layers.
- Do my homework... i.e. study for history test, make an amazing physics outline for extra credit, study some spanish and precalc.
- English research paper - this deserves its own number. I'm writing about year-round schools and how they are superior to schools that break during the summer.
- Drive to Hillsboro and wander the grassy plains by our family's old cabin. Try not to be a stalker to the people that are living there now.
- Drive to Derek's house and try not to be a creeper. If he is outside, drive by REAL fast so he doesn't know who it is.
- Try not to look like a hobo/creeper in general. This is a good thing.
- Read excellent literature and continue writing in my blog
- Draw some decent art with my SKETCHPAD
- Practice my french horn, finish transcribing My Heart Will Go On so my french horn teacher won't get mad at me.
- Cook meals for my family that are healthy and delicious.
- Don't eat too much food. I think staying away from Neopets AND food is a great idea. Also I leave on band tour to Florida in two weeks so I need to be legit skinny.
- Go to the Cathedral Basilica again - maybe for Lent services
- Read magazines and pay attention to the news
- Do some origami - always fun
I guess that's it. Twenty things to do during SPRING BREAK '11. I think I can do it. I'd better print it out, though. I'll be sure to keep this blog updated with my success.
I think tonight I'm going to go to the ghost mall (it's almost completely devoid of actual stores selling things) and walk around for exercise. Get ready for some intense running tomorrow if it's warm. (:
Oh, another thing to do; try not to obsess about Derek too much. I know he's beautiful but really, my heart can't handle extended periods of unrequited love. We'll see how this goes.
Guten Tag... ? Not sure if that means goodbye as well as hello.
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