Productivity... what is this?

It's Saturdaaay!! The first official day of SPRING BREAK and it's off to a great start. So far today I've gone running, suntanning, and tried to drive to Derek's house (and failed for the third time... I cannot stalk him for the life of me). Now I'm going to find out what college I'm going to, and after that I think I'll clean up my room. I'm just knocking things right off of my intinterary. And it's wonderful.

So, I'm looking at all the nutritional science majors and seeing if any of the colleges correspond to spanish major schools. Super fun. I don't want to think about college now...
I hardly even notice the lack of neopets in my life. It's kind of sad. I think when I go back I'll adopt out all of my pets. Maybe. Except Vercenta, my unconverted faerie blumaroo. Because she's beautiful.
Oh, I should start marinating some chicken to grill tonight, too. 


I think I saw Derek on my way to his house. He was wearing a white shirt and getting into the passenger seat of a car in a parking lot.


Okay... off to do more productive things. This post is kind of short, so to make up for it... I should post something random... or some deep thought that I have. Let's see.


I wonder sometimes if I'm really in love with Derek at all, or if I'm just in love with the idea of being in love. I mean, I haven't had a boyfriend since second grade, so my perspective is skewed. I just wish I knew what it was like to be in a serious relationship. But I wouldn't want to experience it with anyone besides Derek. For now. There's this other guy at school that kind of reminds me of him and so I'd totally give him a chance too. I would however not consent to marry him immediately, as I would Derek.
It seems like relationships are so much fun though. I would bake him cookies every single day if he wanted them. I'd braid my hair every day so I'd 'look like a Viking' like he said, because he thinks it is cute. I could drive him places because he doesn't have a car. I don't know if he has a license yet. Probably not. 
I don't even know when his birthday is! I must find out. But I can't go to his profile page to look because I've already been there like a hundred times and if he ever uses that stalker app I'll be like number freaking one. And he can't know that I stalk him.
That's all.


Sayonara.