Some people have perfect lives. You know? They find the person they want to marry, he's not taken, he treats her right, they fall in love and while they still have their struggles, it seems like there's this big plan that's set in stone by some higher power and they've just fallen right into it. They know exactly what they want and who they are and where their life is going.
And you know what sucks? I'd be fine if it was just that I didn't have one of those perfect lives. I'd be fine with just screwing up at every turn for the rest of my life. But it's not just that. It's that I can see what it'd be like, if everything fell into place. I can see the patterns that I'd be following if I were one of those golden people. I know how it'd feel, I know what would happen, I know it'd be perfect.
I just.... I want him. I can sense that it would be the most amazing thing in the world. I want it.
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